Fact of life

sometime feelings may have a create in a substitute  which may occur in demonstrate of her own future

naa jaane kya hota hai ye, ajanabi sa ahsaas pass aata h ye, man me darr kyun laata hai ye, phir man kyun dagmangaye hai. man nhi manta hai ki galat hai, lekin phir bhi zindagi ki kashmakash me  ulajhkar rah jata hai ye, mai to kar jana bhi chahata hoon aur bad jana bhi chahata hoon bas talash h to sirf us sath ki  jiske hone se zindagi ka ranmanch bhavhin ki jagah bhavpurn lagega  aise hai mere balaji maharaj. 

This story is starts with bus trip.A boy,Jalaj is sit on bus and looking straight forward just because he feels like shy to talk girl.he always started with journey home to school, coaching and back to home. Jalaj is qualifying class and now this time, he enter to the another school for studying 9th standard.he saw a girl her face is full of smile and getting blushed to see. Jalaj getting more confusion "how to talk?".time is passed away,but jalaj can't do any effort for that girl because he is think about negative.and finally his friend understand his feeling and also willing for his believe. Jalaj is thinks that my friend is right, I have to do a action towards my feeling ratter stop or spread? next day,I decided to talk in bus but she's sits on teacher.after reaching the school,all students are going to their classrooms. Jalaj talking to his friend when i saw her,"I think can feel but I'm confused with it". My friend suggest to me talk her.finally i g...